| "Take a step further back to where you belong,
Take a look at your life what have you become,
I never had the chance to explain myself " I guess I'm probably going to end up writing all this out for nothing, but I don't care. Read if you would like too.
"Who should I turn to when the only person that can stop me from crying, is the one who made me cry in the first place?" I have no clue how many times I've asked myself that question, and I've tried talking but something else comes up. I know that I've probably been stuck on this for wayy to long, but I believed everything you told me. I guess I should have known better. I just thought things would be different with him. He probably won't ever see this. I kind of had a feeling that this would end up happening, but I just went on and ignored it completly. Which may have been my mistake, I tried though. I didn't think it would end as quick as it did, and I would still love to go back to the way we were. But the chances of that actually happening again are one to a million. I thought I was doing the right thing by waiting, and telling someone else no. I did really want to be with him, the feeling that I had with him is unexplainable. No one has ever made me feel the way he did. I just want to be friends through all of this. Hopefully at least that works out. I'm just about done trying, and waiting. I just don't want to give up yet. Ughh. I'm done with this for awhile. I bet no ones even reading this right now. but whatever. Its like 2 in the morning, and I'm going to try and sleep now. "I miss you
Baby close your eyes
Let's meet
In our dreams tonight "
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